The Return of the Hawk

 

An infant is crying in its crib‑‑‑

Not because it has an ulcer,

But because it has no answers.

Its tiny reddened eyes

Have known no happiness,

But that is to be expected.  

 

On a hilltop there crouches

A young boy on a walk.

He looks out there and sees

The houses and factories

And the roads and the river,

And he knows as he looks

That men are out there, too,

Although they are too insignificant

To be seen from such a distance.  

 

Swirling down to the streets

Of some rural community,

A snowflake and its companions

Resignedly face their fates.

As a little girl catches him

On her wet, coarse tongue

Bringing ecstatic demise

To his small enough mind,

He wonders how people

Could so delude themselves

Into believing that they

Could possibly understand him.  

 

As the dead daylight wanes

And the depressing overcast

Spreads itself selfishly out

For the coming night of coldness,

An old woman sighs grayly.  

 

The milky moon appears

But its feeble warmth comforts few.

The long, long darkness is settling in.

The once‑calm atmosphere Is now a scene of turmoil.

Pieces of clouds snatch at each other

And turbulent streams of air

Crash anything unfortunate enough

To be caught up in them

Into soundless oblivion.        

 

The baby has stopped crying,

For the moment at least.

The boy is somewhat secure

In his layered fortress of blankets,

But he cannot sleep.

He senses that death and confusion

Are lurking just outside his window,

And that his noblest attempts

To offer resistance to

Their spindly yet surprisingly strong fingers

Would be mockingly vain.

Nearby his sister is asleep,

But having a very frightening nightmare.

In it she is held captive

By a huge green bat

Who keeps laughing and breathing flames

As he wonders in what manner

He will put her to death.

Downstairs Grandmother is knitting

And softly singing to herself

Some song known only to her.

Her son and his wife

Are listening attentively

To the man on the television

Repeating the recent changes

Reported for tonight's forecast.

As he completes his grim message,

The husband slowly switches off

The already silenced set.

Then the three of them

Simply sit motionless in their seats,

Until the man finally speaks

To his apparently worried wife.

He explains that there is nothing

To become so anxious about

Because of an ordinary weather report,

Of which she is already well aware.

She says she feels the children

Are in very grave danger

And they must be protected somehow,

Although she cannot explain how

She has been informed of this.

Her mother‑in‑law soon comes to her son's rescue,

And she expresses her feeling

That there can be no danger

In a home where the adults

Are as prepared to meet the unknown

As their children certainly are.

In order to avoid any more

Needless antagonism and uneasiness,

The man suggests that

They all go up and check

To see if the children are alright.        

 

The women agree, and as they climb the stairs

The man can't help but feel

A bit curious as to what would have made his wife

Become so upset so easily.

The first room to which they come

Is that of the little girl.

She lies fast asleep.

The old lady mumbles something about

Superstitious young wives.

Next they look in on the baby.

She, too, is sleeping soundly.

Finally they arrive at the boy's door.

The father gently opens it

And enters the room in the dimness.

Everything is in order and he turns to leave.

Just then the boy speaks to him.

Why is it, he asks, that

The grownups allow such monsters

As those outside his window

To ever come near little boys

And frighten them so terribly?

His father replies that

He shouldn't let them bother him

And that he should go to sleep

And he would wake up in the morning

To find everything as it should be.  

 

As the boy floats upward

From the bottomless depths of unconsciousness

To find himself awake,

He remembers his fear

Of the previous night.

He cautiously opens his eyes,

But all the while he is somehow assured

That the monsters are gone.

Indeed, the sun is out

And all the out‑of‑doors

Calls to him to come and play.

He hurriedly dresses himself

And charges down the stairs.

Finding no parental resistance

As it is still very early,

He explodes out the back door

And into the yard already alive

And waiting for him to say the word.  

 

Somewhere in the sky

A gray‑eyed hawk is flying.

He swoops down to the brow

Of a heavily wooded hill.

There he sits on an old log

For hour upon hour,

Patiently awaiting his friend.         

 

The moth flutters lethargically

Towards the leprous fallen tree,

Apparently unaware of his surroundings.

But in his tiny head

There is a spark of thought

Which could split apart a planet,

If it were to be so applied.

Today he will be doing no sundering, however,

And as he finally sights the hawk

He smiles a cryptic smile.

The hawk waves a wing

And jets off into the blue.  

 

The little boy begins

The slow ascent of the hillside

Towards his accustomed resting place.

On attaining the summit,

He sits and dangles his legs

Out over the edge of the abyss.

A moth parades around him

Almost as if it knew it were doing so.

He has always liked moths.

It pauses on his arm,

Lightly making its way

Down his wrist to his thumb.

There it stops and begins

To tickle him with its flimsy wings.

He can't resist talking to it,

Being an imaginative little boy.

He says hello, and the moth replies,

Surprisingly enough,

That he is lonely

And would really appreciate it

If the little boy would be his friend.

After the initial wonder and amusement

Of hearing a moth speak wear off,

The boy asks the moth

If he has ever been afraid.

The moth says yes, many times.

Soon they become good friends,

And as the boy starts to go back down

The moth tells him a small secret.

The monsters are real

Even to people like his father,

Although they make them go away

By pretending not to see them.

The only way to make them

Go away, and stay away,

Is to understand them.  

The little boy has trouble enough

Understanding the moth's words

Let alone understanding the monsters,

So he just puts the words away in his head,

Until one day he comes to know

What it is the moth has said.      

 


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